22.12.06
things are not going well
Well, things are still not right between A and I. In fact, things are very not right. If things don't change (if I don't change) then everything may be over. I don't know how to explain all this, it isn't as simple or as terrible as it sounds, but it certainly doesn't feel great. We talked about things last night, but we're still not really 'talking'. Yesterday I felt sick, but today I only feel numb. Maybe thats a good thing though, maybe it'll let me think about things.
10:25 a.m.