16.08.06
panic
So A's sister was going out with this guy and being only 16 it last only a month and a half and then she decided that he wasn't really right for her and she broke up with him. And then he cut himself over 40 times, carving her name into his arm, and cutting so deep that his friends took him to hospital. Then A's sisters best friend tried to committ suicide, and A's sister was so confused by everything that she was considering staying with her ex-boyfriend so that he wouldn't hurt himself again. And now, now that she has finally decided to stop contact with him her father finds a photograph of the two of them together and abuses her verbally and physically (I think?) and she calls A completely hysterical, so hysterical that its hard to know whats going on. And then she puts the phone down on the table and we (A and I) listen down the phone as their father calls her a slut and tells her that she has to move out of the house. Then, suddenly, the phone is hung up. 20 minutes later we get another call, this time from A's father, the first time he's spoken to A since he moved out of home and told him to never set foot in the house again. But he won't tell him whats happening, he just tells him to come home. And now A's gone and I'm sitting, and I'm waiting and I don't know if A's sister is okay and I don't know whats going on.
Everything is so fucked up.
7:37 p.m.