15.11.05
back to reality
I really can't get used to enjoying study. Me, I enjoy study now! I mean sure, its in a kind of masocistic way, but pleasure and pain are intimate friends, you know? Used to be that any kind of study or essay writing would send me into hiding. I'd dig down under the covers, reading and sleeping alternately to escape reality. And now I enjoy essay writing. I enjoy formulating an opinion and then explaining it clearly and concisely with a little creative flare. It may be an essay that I have to do, but I can take a little pride in it and make it my own.
Well, I may enjoy study now but I still enjoy procrastinating too. Back to my exam notes. From midday tomorrow I'm on holidays- and don't think I won't be making the most of it!
10:43 p.m.